Why won't answer me? Your silence is slowly killin' me.

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i'm full of problems... what problems do i have?? many, that's it... sounds few huh??i dunno.... i got troubled thoughts.... love??? i dunno... i seem to have loads of problems but i can't figure them out.... sometimes it's hard to explain through words or voice out.... there are many obstacles in life which i think i can't make it through.... i thought of committing suicide.... but i'm afraid of pain... don't laugh... i know you're laughing.... damn you!!! compare to a broken hurt that's nothing actually, but you may hurt people around you... i don't wanna be a fishmonger... get it?? you're smart, you sure know.... love got many people emo... i'm afraid i'm which i don't wish to.... talking about love... i still dunno what's love all about..... is that just lovin' each other??that simple?? i don't so... why? i also dunno.... i'm blogging this coz i really got troubled thoughts.... i won't be explaining that clear coz i'm blur... plain blur... i need miracle for love.... fengshui master said that i will get married by the age of 18/19..... believe it or not??? i do quite believe in what he said about my past... but i'm not sure about this....haha... what about studies?? oh that i can't cope... i gotta start tuition.... i guess.... especially maths n' science... i felt stupider each year.... my grades are dropping like mad only.... i got phobia man...... but when comes to studies, i got nothing to blog actually..=D i dunno why...haha... that's it la... ciao~