Why won't answer me? Your silence is slowly killin' me.

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hi viewers/humans or should i say earthlings.... it's been days i didn't blog... i didn't really have the mood to do things... seriously... i'm in a not-so-good mood this few days... don't ask me why.... sometimes, i prefer not to voice out but write out... when i speak, people tend not to listen... they find that it's difficult listening to what i'm trying to say or i'm just plain annoying.... i might as well be an EMO... i will have my own world, i suppose... i've noticed, in my class, there's no difference whether i'm around or not... people won't even notice if i'm missing... there will be a hi to me but no bye..... hi only when it's necessary... got me?? no?? forget it.... i'm no more as lively as i used to be... not-so lawyer buruk... the older i grow, the more i realized things in life, my life.... i still have no plans for future... not even for PMR... or will i further my studies... or what's my real ambition... if i fail to realize my dream, what am i suppose to do?? i have been questioning myself.... when ever i'm studying... i can't absorb much... is my soul always in me or it have been roaming around all time?? when i started my blog, i was not like this... do you notice??? i dunno... people may call me EMO but i don't think i'm an EMO just yet... what will happened tomorrow??God knows.... everything... my expiry date(not so fast i guess) okay.. i have not been writing about what happen in my life outside... lively side, i guess... so, it was yesterday... went to kl to pray ancestors... left kl by evening... my father was sleepy and he ALLOWED me to drive on the highway... so i promised him that i will drive in the speed of 100 or 110 km/h... but.. i COULDN'T resisted... so i drove 140km/h... that's it coz he was staring after he woke up... LOL. then, came a police outrider on the 1st lane.... i slipped into the 2nd lane and released the accelator.. thank God.. he didn't stop me... i'm lucky i suppose.... all the way to melaka... upon reaching my home.. there's a road block... thank goodness he let me pass.... back home then... in one piece.... seriously.. i need a person who can change me... that's it for now, i guess... ciao~