Why won't answer me? Your silence is slowly killin' me.
oh damn it.....
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 10:40 PM

seems like no one going thru my blog anymore.....=( actually that i don't really care.... but i gotta say these holidays sucks.... i hate it....=X last week was just fine.... and this week everything somehow went wrong... things didn't go as i wished or hope... all the incidents happened last few days made up the 'cold war' between me n' my father... i just don't seem to know him anymore.... i can't tolerate.... no more... how to end this war??? i dunno... things just simply go wrong.... i wanna change this whole scene.... my life could be a movie or a story in a story book.... never ending life story... there are seldom ups and mostly downs.... i gave up on many things.... i gave up... people don't understand me... no one does... sometimes, i hope that i could find someone who understands me... i don't think my father does... day after day, i think.... think... think... til i stink.... i used to rhythm easily... but now i can't... see how cheerful i used to be, but now i not...., not so... my life doubled every since i think..... i'm not emo... i'm just worried.... i quit drivin recently coz.... never mind that.... you may not like this post.... but i just someone to know....=) thanks for reading... ciao~