Why won't answer me? Your silence is slowly killin' me.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 10:04 PM
poof* monday- Went jb, met shaarvin. Too bad, everyone was busy. So, went cs watched New Moon. Was dull, almost the whole movie. Nothing much actually. Yesterday, sudden trip to kl. Gotta send a car to kl. And, today. Here i am again. Back to the same routine. Boring days ahead. =/
r a n d o m, u p d a t e!
Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 5:59 PM
Going to jb tomorrow. =) hmm... Just bought a belt. Don't have to worry about dropping trousers no more. XD Plain randomness. How i wish i could do this in essay writing. Drinking addiction. I need my beer. Hot weather today. Hungry at this very moment. Oh ya, i got beaten by a kid in arcade! Twice.=( Damn! It! He's cute. That cools me down. Erm.... I'm stuck. No words to write. Couldn't think. Hungry ya know. Still drivin. Forever will. ;) Bye!p.s- "beaten" as in defeated. nothing much else.
confessions...
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 3:50 PM
I'm who i'm;
i don't really know who actually i'm;
i do know something about who i'm;
but not knowing who actually i'm. I'm lost...
I'm weird;
i laugh and i always do;
i sulk and i always do too;
i laugh for no reasons;
and i sulk for hell lots of reasons. That isn't weird after all.... I guess...
I'm in love;
i think so;
i can't stop thinking about her every now and then;
i miss her a lot;
and i do miss her everything and i want her by my side every single moment. Am i in love?
I'm lonely;
i wasn't until then;
i live alone under a shelter and listen to my breathe, voice, laughter;
i somehow wish that my mother's still around and talk to her whenever i want;
tears run down my cheeks whenever i wish to talk to her or wanting to see her smile.. I never blame her..i don't really know who actually i'm;
i do know something about who i'm;
but not knowing who actually i'm. I'm lost...
I'm weird;
i laugh and i always do;
i sulk and i always do too;
i laugh for no reasons;
and i sulk for hell lots of reasons. That isn't weird after all.... I guess...
I'm in love;
i think so;
i can't stop thinking about her every now and then;
i miss her a lot;
and i do miss her everything and i want her by my side every single moment. Am i in love?
I'm lonely;
i wasn't until then;
i live alone under a shelter and listen to my breathe, voice, laughter;
i somehow wish that my mother's still around and talk to her whenever i want;
I'm a failure;
i was successful only when i was younger;
i'm a failure as i grow older;
i always hope and wish that i didn't change from young;
and forever happy without sad memories in the past... i'm falling...
I'm...
I'm.....
I couldn't write any further. It's just too much to write, too much to confess. Or was i even confessing? Sometimes i even wish that things would much different in my current life....
long long time never blog....
Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ 11:30 AM
It's been a long time i never blog. Didn't know what to blog actually.=) Few months huh? PMR's over, holidays started(shortest holiday ever!!!) I'm bored. If not, i won't be blogging here.XP Many ups and downs for the past few months, and it's still not over. Hmmm... I did remember that i mentioned that i did not know what to do for my PMR, and yes, i never studied!!!=/ Hopefully no subjects fail...=D My life always been the same, no changes. But, recently i have receiving broken promises, tons of them. i'm starting to not to trust my father no more. Maybe he forgotten whatever he said, ir maybe he did not wanted to remember at all. Here i'm again alone at home, everyday!!! It's home prison.=.= Trust me, you will not want to live my life. All i can do is sigh, sigh, sigh... Ciao~