Why won't answer me? Your silence is slowly killin' me.
confessions...
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 3:50 PM
I'm who i'm;
i don't really know who actually i'm;
i do know something about who i'm;
but not knowing who actually i'm. I'm lost...
I'm weird;
i laugh and i always do;
i sulk and i always do too;
i laugh for no reasons;
and i sulk for hell lots of reasons. That isn't weird after all.... I guess...
I'm in love;
i think so;
i can't stop thinking about her every now and then;
i miss her a lot;
and i do miss her everything and i want her by my side every single moment. Am i in love?
I'm lonely;
i wasn't until then;
i live alone under a shelter and listen to my breathe, voice, laughter;
i somehow wish that my mother's still around and talk to her whenever i want;
tears run down my cheeks whenever i wish to talk to her or wanting to see her smile.. I never blame her..i don't really know who actually i'm;
i do know something about who i'm;
but not knowing who actually i'm. I'm lost...
I'm weird;
i laugh and i always do;
i sulk and i always do too;
i laugh for no reasons;
and i sulk for hell lots of reasons. That isn't weird after all.... I guess...
I'm in love;
i think so;
i can't stop thinking about her every now and then;
i miss her a lot;
and i do miss her everything and i want her by my side every single moment. Am i in love?
I'm lonely;
i wasn't until then;
i live alone under a shelter and listen to my breathe, voice, laughter;
i somehow wish that my mother's still around and talk to her whenever i want;
I'm a failure;
i was successful only when i was younger;
i'm a failure as i grow older;
i always hope and wish that i didn't change from young;
and forever happy without sad memories in the past... i'm falling...
I'm...
I'm.....
I couldn't write any further. It's just too much to write, too much to confess. Or was i even confessing? Sometimes i even wish that things would much different in my current life....