NBC ~NothingButCrap~

you.smile.i.smile.

2011-06-30T20:11:00.002+08:00

I wish i can turn back in time. Even if that's possible. I want it the way it used to be. I want to see your smile, hear your laughings, listen to all craps you will say. It's been days you seem clueless or is it emotionless? Or what is the word to express. If i did anything wrong, i'm sorry. But, will you forgive me and turn back time with me too? Being just friends with you will be okay. I'll be satisfied. I do believe in destiny and fate, and i won't go against it unless i really have to. I can't seem to find a way to approach you neither through sms or face-to-face conversations. Knowing you might not see this, but still i want to say because this is the only place i confess. I wish, i pray to see your smile. A smile might do, and i'll know things are all right. Please smile. I miss you.

what.are.friends.when.friends.are.not.like.friends?

2011-06-29T20:18:00.002+08:00

I realize my previous blog had lots of typing errors. lol. Friends. How do you define the word friends? Friends in need are friends in did? Is it right or wrong? What friends actually like? Do i have a few or many and does that even matters after all? I guess i do have a few. What about others? Am i changing or are they changing? Or neither one is. The ones who help regardless of anything? The one who uses you when you are useful, and you will soon turn up to be a fool? It's seems like, they always have fun and i'm just looking from afar. That doesn't matter i guess? What are friends? What will happen in 10 years time? We bump into each other but just smile as an acknowledgement. 20 years, looking at each other in deep thoughts wondering do we even know each other? 50 years time. Who the heck you are? Maybe that happens when you completely lost contact? And then those friends we had in school were be claimed as just, schoolmates? The friends we'll be having are the ones we met later after school years or at work? What are friends?

one.plus.one.isn't.two

2011-06-28T16:14:00.002+08:00

I blog for fun now. It has been dead for so long. I'm back with my old self. That's why i'm typing here. It been a rough path, i walked. And now, i could barely talk. I've gone to another way, it seems to be better. I changed not because of anything, or maybe something. It's almost the end of June, the other half is coming. I'm doing nothing. I either eat a lot or not at all.

She. The story is no long the same. She, i'm not sure of what's in her mind now. She, doesn't speak to me any more. She, barely smiles at me. It's my fault, i shall not deny. Now that i smile, she has no response neither. In this case, i would rather avoid. I would rather be invisible. I would do anything to not make her feel guilty or maybe she doesn't feel that at all. I have no clue.

i.wished.i.was.never.in.love.
hoping.things.would.stay.the.same.as.it.used.to.

never trust him

2010-07-18T20:54:00.002+08:00

1st bon odori canceled, then JB trip canceled. wtf. it should be a full entertainment weekend. all spoiled by my good father. damn. he never fails to spoil my plans. he says/promise things could barely/hardly/NEVER happen/fulfill. i don't understand him. i don't wish to understand him any further. seriously, i'm done with him. body kits on cars shouldn't be called as spoilers, he is my spoiler.=) i'm going nuts. *sighs* ciao~

2010-07-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

bye bon odori :'( lonely friday. early nite. long way to go. hair trimmed. for nothing. maybe going JB this sunday. maybe not. my father bomb a lot. songs in my head 24/7 365=) happy birthday to my mother. i ♥ her. that's all for today. long boring day tomorrow. ciao~

fmfl.

2010-07-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

FMFL. FUCK.MY.FUCKING.LIFE. okay. now i'm not sure if i ever get to watch Despicable Me. eventually wanted to go to Bon Odori. fyi- japanese fest. then, maybe coz of my results, i get stupid response from my father upon asking permission or some sort la. saying,"aiya, no need go one la". i was like wtf? are u kidding? me n' my friends planned n' now u fucking tellin' me this?o.0 damn. this is seriously screwing my life. n' now how the heck am i gonna answer my friends tomorrow. wait till next year? damn la. i was like excited ever since i heard bout Bon Odori which i never been before. then, my father can say, "it's all japanese, what u gonna do?" darn it. i sensed it right from the beginning of the year. my year would sucked.

i'm back?=)

2010-07-13T22:29:00.002+08:00

i'm back? after 1/2 year? long time never blog also dunno how to blog already. how have it been for the past 6 months? hmmm... school, exams, school, carnival. piercings. etc. too much to recall, too much to say, too little time to write. time flies. time speeds. after 6 months n' i'm still the same, only going from bad to worst.=) i'm gettin' old. gettin' motor license soon. n' i will be free. i guess? nahh. kinda bored of my daily routine. this what i always thought all the while. studies? no comment. currently, i'm going crazy wanting to watch Despicable Me. almost everyone watched except me.>< if i didn't get to watch this show on cinema, i will seriously go crazy.=) that's it i guess. ciao~

p.s- english language kinda sucked lately=(

p.p.s- blogging sucked

p.p.p.s-it's random=)

Skool's bACk!!!

2010-01-05T17:52:00.002+08:00

Ever since i got my results, it totally spoiled my day. Seriously ya cause' it was x'mas eve. So, what a bad way to celebrate x'mas huh? Then, it was low profile all the way till school reopens. Somehow, i got my 1st pierce on the 30th of Dec.XD Well, 1st day of school. Sucked all the way. I guess what ever programmes they got in the school is almost the same as other schools lurh. Anyway, was suprised that i managed to enter Sc stream.=) Today, 2nd day and we got detained by our headmaster.(my class) Damn! It was recess some more. Phuckin' headmaster. So, voiced out and he let us go.=( I seriously not lookin' forward for those comin' school days. Darn it!!

2009-12-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

poof* monday- Went jb, met shaarvin. Too bad, everyone was busy. So, went cs watched New Moon. Was dull, almost the whole movie. Nothing much actually. Yesterday, sudden trip to kl. Gotta send a car to kl. And, today. Here i am again. Back to the same routine. Boring days ahead. =/

r a n d o m, u p d a t e!

2009-12-06T17:59:00.002+08:00

Going to jb tomorrow. =) hmm... Just bought a belt. Don't have to worry about dropping trousers no more. XD Plain randomness. How i wish i could do this in essay writing. Drinking addiction. I need my beer. Hot weather today. Hungry at this very moment. Oh ya, i got beaten by a kid in arcade! Twice.=( Damn! It! He's cute. That cools me down. Erm.... I'm stuck. No words to write. Couldn't think. Hungry ya know. Still drivin. Forever will. ;) Bye!

p.s- "beaten" as in defeated. nothing much else.

confessions...

2009-12-05T15:50:00.002+08:00

I'm who i'm;
i don't really know who actually i'm;
i do know something about who i'm;
but not knowing who actually i'm. I'm lost...

I'm weird;
i laugh and i always do;
i sulk and i always do too;
i laugh for no reasons;
and i sulk for hell lots of reasons. That isn't weird after all.... I guess...

I'm in love;
i think so;
i can't stop thinking about her every now and then;
i miss her a lot;
and i do miss her everything and i want her by my side every single moment. Am i in love?

I'm lonely;
i wasn't until then;
i live alone under a shelter and listen to my breathe, voice, laughter;
i somehow wish that my mother's still around and talk to her whenever i want;

tears run down my cheeks whenever i wish to talk to her or wanting to see her smile.. I never blame her..

I'm a failure;
i was successful only when i was younger;
i'm a failure as i grow older;
i always hope and wish that i didn't change from young;
and forever happy without sad memories in the past... i'm falling...

I'm...
I'm.....
I couldn't write any further. It's just too much to write, too much to confess. Or was i even confessing? Sometimes i even wish that things would much different in my current life....

long long time never blog....

2009-12-03T11:30:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time i never blog. Didn't know what to blog actually.=) Few months huh? PMR's over, holidays started(shortest holiday ever!!!) I'm bored. If not, i won't be blogging here.XP Many ups and downs for the past few months, and it's still not over. Hmmm... I did remember that i mentioned that i did not know what to do for my PMR, and yes, i never studied!!!=/ Hopefully no subjects fail...=D My life always been the same, no changes. But, recently i have receiving broken promises, tons of them. i'm starting to not to trust my father no more. Maybe he forgotten whatever he said, ir maybe he did not wanted to remember at all. Here i'm again alone at home, everyday!!! It's home prison.=.= Trust me, you will not want to live my life. All i can do is sigh, sigh, sigh... Ciao~

lazy, malas, lan duo.... sigh*

2009-08-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

sooo damn lazy..... sangat malas..... si bei lan duo!!!!!=X bored.... bosan..... sien.... i never know what to blog anymore.... maybe i should start twit-ing on twitter...=) days passed soooo damn fast... trial's over, holidays soon to be over too... n' comes the PMR in bout 1 month's time.... BIG sigh* i wonder how life's gonna be when school re-opens.... that's it lurh... ciao~

lazy, malas, lan duo.... sigh*

2009-08-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

muh life

2009-08-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

many things went on last few days... was full of fun i suppose... big big family thingy... it's okay if you don't get... after all, no1 read this blog.... it became my diary i suppose... it's my life interesting? i always wonder... but, there are lots of suprises every single day... different types... some might even affect your mood or should i say, emotions... am i lonely? i'm not sure... what am i doing now? shouldn't i be studying? i never do that at this hour... *laughs. next week's trial!!!! don't you worry?? i'm not sure... but i have to get straight As... is that possible.... sighs*. how am i gonna sit my trial when i'm not sure what's my aim... i need someone whom i can voice out to... seems like i don't even know who will be the one... if i fail my PMR, what kinda person will i be?will i still get love? will i lose everything? does that even bother you? is love that important? is life easy but i made it complicated? AND why is my life full of question marks??? why?why?why?why?

....

2009-07-31T23:08:00.002+08:00

i'm lost... soooo lost... i didn't what to blog... h1n1?? it's getting more n' more serious... in melaka, in malaysia!!! holy crap... that's real creepy... n' i'm going to kl tomorrow!!! precaution man!!! hahaha.... 2 more months PMR!!! damn it... it's all i can say... sigh* it's random i know... coz i'm in a rush.... rushing to look for people to accompany me to kl..... that's all folks!! ciao~

lallalala....

2009-07-18T14:25:00.002+08:00

my blog is soooo dead.... stupid internet line.... my time is also limited... damn exams... damn it.... damn everything... my life's boring... i need to change my life, myself.... i'm gettin' stupid, more than just stupid... everything seems random... that goes the same with my life.... 2 more months PMR.... yet my results still suck.... straight As for PMR???lalallalala..... time is running out... everything is fast.... except, my brain.... i'm alone... too lonely... i'm lonely... i'm no emo.... lallalalala... it's impossible to even keep my mouth for a day.... emo??hahhahaha... study study study.... that's what i hear almost everyday... so, in my life... it's all, study study, study!! random, random, random!!! lame, lame, lame!!! crazy, crazy, crazy!!! hopeless, hopeless, hopeless!!! etc. *wink.. someone change me.... quick.... before PMR.... hahaha.....

ohyeah.... istilldontwannagrowup.... lalalallalallala...XD

ciao~

saturday....

2009-06-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

So, it was my school carnival!!! it was absolutely great!!! awesome!!!! many stalls, activities, games.... we also have flying fox and abseiling in our school... Damn cool!(malas nak upload pics..) even ali rustam came but i didn't see him...=X And almost everyone got free tan, suntan.... students, visitors are all tanned...hahaha.... hopefully we got to raise enough fund.... i was "busy" all day!!!! when i reached home, i rushed to the bathroom, bathed and out for movie!!!TRANFORMERS!!! so, traffic jam as usual to melaka town... rushed to gsc hoping that was not too late to redeem those free tickets.... pheww... we got it.... went for mac coz we had one hour time... when we got back, it was like.... SO MANY PEOPLE QUEUEING UP to get into the theater.... i was like, "no need money 1 ah??".... in fact, no need money 1... seriously, coz people there are all sponsored by Petronas... lols... went in... wait for about 15 minutes till the advertisements..Darn It!! TRANSFORMERS was great... full of actions, etc... most important thing, it's hilarious!!!! robots do curse!!!!HAHAHAHA...XD movie ended, and again we got into the human jam.... we were like a bunch of angry mamas!!!wahaha...XD everyone was holding the Petronas goodie bag.... lol...

today, hmmm.... nothing lurh... no tuition... slept/slack all day long... hahaha.... for those who haven't watch Tranfomers, GO WATCH IT!!! everyone was satisfied!!!! guranteed thumbs up movie!!!=D

ciao~

big big day...XD

2009-06-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

tomorrow will be my school carnival!!!! wheee...XD this few days, everyone had not much mood to study... all busy with the preparation of the event... lol.. many many stalls... many many activities.... including flying fox, horse riding, etc. kinda wonderin if the flying fox got any safety enot... hahaha..XD it's starts at 10 til 4... but we gotta study as usual until 10... hopefully X jadi lurh... hehe..XP one one more.... i got free tickets to transformers tomorrow nite... whee..XD transformers, here i come... hmmm.... Michael Jackson... it's sad to know that... sigh* why must he die sooo early when rod steward still rocking on...=( how he died? so mysterious lurh... sekali another elvis presley...=O hopefully he's still singing, just anywhere... in our heart, mind or even the other whole... it's a waste... i'm crying... sobs* MJ, so long.....!

ciao~

results... results.... results....

2009-06-20T15:51:00.002+08:00

damn results... how am i gonna show my father? how am i gonna get straight As? sigh* someone help me lurh... how am i gonna catch up with my studies? how am i gonna survive in future? what do i want for my future? oh man... hmmm... other than that, i dunno what to blog.... there's nothing really special or exciting happen in my life... got lurh actually, just flashed into my mind... hehe..XP it's about my new discipline master... his 1st time doing rounding around the school... 4 boys from my class kena warning already... LOL! just their luck... obviously his full of tactics... eg. punishing students doing shameful act... that's what i witnessed...=X

so, when there's a new discipline master, obviously we will have a farewell party for the old 1..... whom will even be back two more years...=.= butthen it's also for another teacher who's gonna retired... the whole programme was indeed a joke lurh.... as usual teachers will give their speech, even the headmaster managed to speak.... weather became gloomy, the students started to laugh... knowing the the former discipline master will be givin his last speech right after our headmaster...XD and it rained... so, the programme was carried foward to the makan time for those teachers... then, HE left... shaking hands...zzz... two more years.... two damn peoples.... sigh* also wondering who will i be two years later....*

ciaos~

torturing days ahead..... skool starts tomorrow....

2009-06-14T23:26:00.002+08:00

tomorrow skool reopens... fuck it... damn it... darn it... what will my day be tomorrow??? *thinking... soon stinking... hopefully things goes smoothly for me.... i'm not gonna sleep early...XD this will be my shortest post...XP ciao~

Death Ahead..... almost....

2009-06-12T15:35:00.002+08:00

skool's gonna reopen real soon... have you done your homeworks??? me?no... after the skool holidays, many things wil b changing.... my science teacher will not be teaching us n' the 1 replacing us is A hopeless 1..... tell us, how to score our PMR with this kinda teacher... damn it... she can't even speak english... then, rumours of my skool disiplin master.... he's transfered... HOoRay!!!! err... not so... he will be back.... HE WILL BE BACK!!!! 2 YEARS LATER AS OUR SKOOL PRINCIPAL!!!!! aww... this is crap... n' that's not the only thing... new guy replacing him is a stricter 1.... oh crap.... kinda wondering is he friendly???who knows....zzzz it's been two weeks... almost... and not oni two, it's A month old homework n' i'm still not done with it!!!! stupid right??? seriously, i got no clue at all.... time to meet the new disiplin master??? i hope not.... SIGH*

i guess you folks out there had a nice holidays... haha.... SKOOL'S REOPENING!!!! we.... BOOOOO!!! HELL YEAH!!! ciao~

oh damn it.....

2009-06-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

seems like no one going thru my blog anymore.....=( actually that i don't really care.... but i gotta say these holidays sucks.... i hate it....=X last week was just fine.... and this week everything somehow went wrong... things didn't go as i wished or hope... all the incidents happened last few days made up the 'cold war' between me n' my father... i just don't seem to know him anymore.... i can't tolerate.... no more... how to end this war??? i dunno... things just simply go wrong.... i wanna change this whole scene.... my life could be a movie or a story in a story book.... never ending life story... there are seldom ups and mostly downs.... i gave up on many things.... i gave up... people don't understand me... no one does... sometimes, i hope that i could find someone who understands me... i don't think my father does... day after day, i think.... think... think... til i stink.... i used to rhythm easily... but now i can't... see how cheerful i used to be, but now i not...., not so... my life doubled every since i think..... i'm not emo... i'm just worried.... i quit drivin recently coz.... never mind that.... you may not like this post.... but i just someone to know....=) thanks for reading... ciao~

movies movies....

2009-06-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

pheww.... great day today.. i guess...o.- watched 2 movies.... whole day out.... *write a composition based on the words given....=P okay lurh... so, i went for movies wit my friends... watched terminator n' night at the museum.... terminator was so-so lo.... john connor lousy fella...XP no offence to those who love john connor ya!!! i prefer marcus... poor guy... at the end, marcus gave john his heart... how greatful right??!! lol.. hmmm... night at the museum, HILARIOUS!!!! too many to write... many funny moments... SO, make it short... these 2 movies are worth watching... zillion times better than WATCHMEN!!!! hahaha...XD of course lurh, before movies n' after movies sure go arcade play lo... guess what... you can't deny i'm good in drivin'... che che... hahaha.. challenge me..... LOL... i guess, today's the best day since my holidays started.... got nothing to write actually..=D ciao~

Happy Holidays...

2009-05-29T21:35:00.003+08:00

ola... today was last day... and... shouldn't have brought my books.. there were no lessons...=.= as you know, biasa lurh... after exam all gila gila... wanna know what will happen after PMR?? it's just the same after the trial... as though like PMR's over... LOL lebih huh??XD obviously many people bring handphone... so, it's was the last period and there's gotong-royong...(cleaning our own class) then... bored... ooops?? some1 was secretly talking on the phone... so?? record la... here's what happened....

haha... stupid huh?? when things started heating up... they plan for another video... coz it was FUN!!!!XD
so, this is another 1....

the second clip ended when the teacher shouted...=(
hope you folks enjoyed watchin...
happy holidays!!!
ciao~

meng wan.... (destiny)*sigh...

2009-05-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

*sigh.... upon knowing the results of the papers.... after the toturing 7 days.... and... i got to know some of the marks... i nearly failed every paper... make it short... i screwed up the whole exam... but... knowing that i will not be doing well, i just simply didn't study at all.... blame who??? myself lo.....=.= 1st PMR trial and i messed it already... at 1st, i thought everything is just gonna be alright... but... *sigh.. for you.. old buddies.. who have known me for more than 3 years... you can see from this blog... i have changed... no longer the Ng you used to know... i know that many of you do not know about my blog... but a few of you will do... i did score straight As for UPSR.. so what?? i just screwed my PMR trial... who knows.. few years later... you see me cleaning the tables or just happened to serve you... *laughs... what happened to you Ng?? destiny... i wanna change mine... can i?? Ng used to be smarter than now... why?? shouldn't it be, the older you grow, the wiser you become?? i just dunno how to face my father... and i bang into the guardrail.... (my father's car) good thing, kangaroo bar.. slight scratch... how am i gonna carry on with my life??? gotta go.. ciao folks~ miss my buddies...

wish me luck.... i think i better hope for miracle..=P

2009-05-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

TRIAL! TRIAL! TRIAL! this week's gonna be trial exam for all the students in m'sia... if i'm not mistaken... anyone prepared???? tikam only lurh... lolss.... study lurh.... still online?? go die lurh.... hopeless... jokingjoking...XP if you wanna pray for me or wish me luck, go ahead... i don't mind and thankiew very much... if you manage to read this blog before the trial... you rock!!!! you smart, i meant...XD no need to study ah?? so free... lol.... tomorrow??? teacher's day.... hmmm.... no comment... sure lurh... many students ponteng... kononnya nak belajar... cantiknya..... haha... hopefully tomorrow got celebrate lurh... sekali didn't bring books... die.... haha... okay lurh... ciao~ good PMR students.... relak la... trial jer.... haha...XD

i'm.. STRESSED, PHUCKED UP...

2009-05-13T23:29:00.002+08:00

after so long.... no comment... just finished my sejarah folio.. geografi done much earlier... so what??? trial/exam's next week... and i haven't touched a book... not even looking at it... i'm wondering just how am i gonna make it thru... many imcompleted homeworks left on my study table... day after day... just having no idea how to start or even do.... i thought... quit schooling... but what am i gonna do in near future??? i dunno... sigh* time flies... next week, mid year exam.. then mid year school holidays, trial, PMR!!!! very fast... can i make it thru this year?? i dunno... people say 'live your life!!', 'live life to max', 'live life to the fullest', etc... but i still don't get it... i lived... over max?? exit the fullest?? time to think about my future... somebody will start saying.. EMO!! u EMO!!! i dunno why does that concern about this kinda topic...=X i talked too much sometimes... i can't control.. but there are times i never open my mouth or even breath continuosly... weird huh?? i'm not EMO...=.= i'm just under stressed... my father will laugh... in his mind, he will be thinking.. "you? stress?? can't be lurh... NEVER!! all you do is sleep online watch tv..." i sometimes myself also think that's quite true... someone change me??pleaseeeeeeeeeee?? haha... i laughed..=.= i'm different in school... i'm troubled at home??=X i'm lame i know... that's how i blog... it's A sore eye remedy... thankiews...=) ciao folks~

mas selamat X selamat lagi....o.0

2009-05-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

MAS SELAMAT was caught in malaysia recently... MAS SELAMAT diberkas, kononnya kita dah SELAMAT...=.=" Hishammudin indirectly laugh at singapore( if you noticed in a recent interview on news).... how bad.... coz MAS SELAMAT managed to escape from the prison.... hopefully MAS SELAMAT can't escape this time... or else singapore will be laughing at malaysia... :X really no comment if that really happens... so, for the time being... let's all laugh at MAS SELAMAT who's no longer SELAMAT.... unless he escape again.... lol.. hmmm... enough about him lurh... haha.... bored man... damn bored.. AND exam's coming soon.... 18th of May... am i prepared??? no.... how am i gonna sit for the exam??? i dunno... haha.... wish me luck then... i will thank you...XD that's it for today i guess... ciao folks~

selsema babi

2009-05-01T12:38:00.002+08:00

selsema babi a.k.a swine flu... killed many people... BABI BETUL... haha....many people havin' flu this few days... including me... could it be???? "choi"... touchwoodtouchwood...=P feeling much better already lurh... BM period... Pn. Nurul kept on using the word babi... coz of the damn babi flu... babi here, babi there.... according to reports, we can eat babi... well cooked babi.... as for those kiasi ones... they won't eat... obviously.... go die la...XD luckily the world is not havin' all animal diseases... for an example, bird flu(can't eat chicken, duck, etc..), mad cow disease(can't eat beef) and swine flu(can't eat pork)... then kiasi(s) will start surviving on fishes/ sea creatures and veges....=D enough of babi(s)!!! memang babi betul.... wahaha...XD folio flu now.... new found disease... founder of this disease is ME.. DA SLACKER... it's found among slackers around Malaysia... Malaysia Boleh!!! Apa apa pun last minute... students in Malaysia... rushing folio.... i'm trying my best to finish... oh ya... so damn lazy la.... lolzzz.... k la... start doing folio... no more slacking... for the time being... wahaha... happy labour day anyways!!! ciao folks...~~~

2009-04-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

friday- music maestro... ping ming primary school.... cool atmosphere... rm10 worth it... not all bands were great but only a few... dance were great... all.. cool... saturday- slack all day... til night... neighbour's wife birthday party.. simple 1... drank vodka.... vanilla vodka... nicenice...;D sunday... slack all day too..... till evening!!!! tuition.... 1st time in my life... holy crap...=X it was 4 pm- 6 pm.... maths... teacher there was good... met few of my classmates and schoolmates.. all girls... obviously i won't be sitting with them lurh... no topic to talk marh... so sat at a corner... it might be better for me i guess... i won't talking but concentrating.... cool...=X after tuition... damn my father's car.. couldn't start... called cousin bro... jump-started... once started not allowed to off... coz can't be started later... so drove straight home... then i drove the other car out for dinner... was damn hungry lurh.... so... hmmm... ohh ya.. my folio... omgosh.... deadline's near... hopefully can finish in time lurh... not yet start at all...=P ok la... that's it for now.... ciao~

2009-04-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

hola.... long time no blog... so it's an update... i'm not sure..=.= many many things happened.... malas to blog la... too many... good n' bad also got.... lalalala... i'm planning for my future!!!??? i only start planning when my school got this some sort of further education studies fair in our small hall... the fair was for form 4 n' 5... as for me n' my friends?? we curi curi go in la... collected catalogues in which college or uni that have courses or course we are interested... i'm so gonna be in automotive line.... my folio!!!! gotta hand in by the 1st week of May n' i haven't started doing... oh DAMN.... oh ya... *cut in... it was last week or last 2 weeks la, there was a kompang competition at MITC(Melaka International Trade Centre)cool name huh...=X when there for st. john duty.... 2 members only... me n' wei fei, form5 fella... are you serious?? they need st. john's?? n' PBSM??? WTF man.... the competiton venue was outside of MITC... OUTDOOR mind you!!! coz inside got education fair... and small portion of Melaka Planetarium exhibtion... so we were outside until the fair started... so we lepak inside la...XP n' was praying that the teacher-in-charge won't scold us for dissappearing... we also hoped that the contestants won't get hurt...=D so nice of us right?? we don't curse... thankiew...=) many things to see and play...lol... by the time we came out... the competition was over, long time before we came out..XD so as for this week, i will probably gotta do my english oral.... i'm gonna have to do it all alone... using so lyric as poem..=D blame that teacher, i gotta re-do.... my previous oral probably script too short in that group...=.=||' as for bm oral... i've done... oh yeah... teacher mentioned, "bagus"... that's a compliment... whoever knows..=.= i'm kinda wondering, what's gonna happen tomorrow... my life never change.... i wanna change it...=)

ciao folks~

speechless..... wordful.....

2009-03-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

hi viewers/humans or should i say earthlings.... it's been days i didn't blog... i didn't really have the mood to do things... seriously... i'm in a not-so-good mood this few days... don't ask me why.... sometimes, i prefer not to voice out but write out... when i speak, people tend not to listen... they find that it's difficult listening to what i'm trying to say or i'm just plain annoying.... i might as well be an EMO... i will have my own world, i suppose... i've noticed, in my class, there's no difference whether i'm around or not... people won't even notice if i'm missing... there will be a hi to me but no bye..... hi only when it's necessary... got me?? no?? forget it.... i'm no more as lively as i used to be... not-so lawyer buruk... the older i grow, the more i realized things in life, my life.... i still have no plans for future... not even for PMR... or will i further my studies... or what's my real ambition... if i fail to realize my dream, what am i suppose to do?? i have been questioning myself.... when ever i'm studying... i can't absorb much... is my soul always in me or it have been roaming around all time?? when i started my blog, i was not like this... do you notice??? i dunno... people may call me EMO but i don't think i'm an EMO just yet... what will happened tomorrow??God knows.... everything... my expiry date(not so fast i guess) okay.. i have not been writing about what happen in my life outside... lively side, i guess... so, it was yesterday... went to kl to pray ancestors... left kl by evening... my father was sleepy and he ALLOWED me to drive on the highway... so i promised him that i will drive in the speed of 100 or 110 km/h... but.. i COULDN'T resisted... so i drove 140km/h... that's it coz he was staring after he woke up... LOL. then, came a police outrider on the 1st lane.... i slipped into the 2nd lane and released the accelator.. thank God.. he didn't stop me... i'm lucky i suppose.... all the way to melaka... upon reaching my home.. there's a road block... thank goodness he let me pass.... back home then... in one piece.... seriously.. i need a person who can change me... that's it for now, i guess... ciao~

i move my life with a life-long timetable....

2009-03-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

1 week gone.... holidays gone.... they're dead n' gone..... i'm moving on my life.... as usual... if you read my previous blogs, you will know what will i be doing this week.... my life's boring!!! trust me, you can't survive an hour of my life but maybe a minute.... thank God i got no tuition all this while until now... what will happen tomorrow or in the future??? God knows..=D whatever i do.... it's like according to a timetable... cool huh?? lame huh??? so which????LOL.... i dunno...=) i never think that i have enough time a day..... what if i have to go for tuition?? i will be "dead" for sure.... slow coach like me never or should i say, hardly get things done in time... that's why i say, i move my life with a life-long timetable... there are many undone things to be done.... seriously!! i got no idea how to start my work....oh damn it... my mind's getting slower as though i'm already old.... indeed i'm growing older, but i didn't expect that i'm growing "OLDER".... i'm lazy i suppose.... i think too much... of rubbish huh??ya, my life's a joke..=P tomorrow's a school day n' i'm missing my holidays... WTFish right?? that's normal la....XD i really don't wanna grow up....XP all i can say is, "live ur life!!oh yeah!!"??? okays... i'm done... fed-up already.... with my life??attitude?? everything....=| that's it i guess.... ciao peoples~~

i got troubled thoughts....

2009-03-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

i'm full of problems... what problems do i have?? many, that's it... sounds few huh??i dunno.... i got troubled thoughts.... love??? i dunno... i seem to have loads of problems but i can't figure them out.... sometimes it's hard to explain through words or voice out.... there are many obstacles in life which i think i can't make it through.... i thought of committing suicide.... but i'm afraid of pain... don't laugh... i know you're laughing.... damn you!!! compare to a broken hurt that's nothing actually, but you may hurt people around you... i don't wanna be a fishmonger... get it?? you're smart, you sure know.... love got many people emo... i'm afraid i'm which i don't wish to.... talking about love... i still dunno what's love all about..... is that just lovin' each other??that simple?? i don't so... why? i also dunno.... i'm blogging this coz i really got troubled thoughts.... i won't be explaining that clear coz i'm blur... plain blur... i need miracle for love.... fengshui master said that i will get married by the age of 18/19..... believe it or not??? i do quite believe in what he said about my past... but i'm not sure about this....haha... what about studies?? oh that i can't cope... i gotta start tuition.... i guess.... especially maths n' science... i felt stupider each year.... my grades are dropping like mad only.... i got phobia man...... but when comes to studies, i got nothing to blog actually..=D i dunno why...haha... that's it la... ciao~

boo sama Watchman :)

2009-03-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

i haven't update my blog for days... was very busy la..... monday went kl, jalan jalan lo.... times square, pavillion, klcc..... all by public transport lo... quite fun actually la....=) came back late at night, so didn't blog lo... then tuesday, stupid streamyx... what a coincidence the internet not working..=.=" can't do research...(for folio la, just wanna make it more pro so wrote that lo) time was short that day actually.... quite a rush coz got a badminton game at 6 o'clock... had dinner early... damn early... guess what??!! no chinese restaurant open just yet... so went mamak shop to eat....LOL!!!! after that, went home... waited not long... went for badminton... game ended early coz court booked from 6.00p.m.-8.00p.m. came back also early... father steamed fish with nyonya sauce... syok man... haha... so intended to go kl again today... but then, my friend got no transport... i also don't feel like going to kl too... so, went out with friends watched 2 movies... cool huh??LOL.... WATCHMAN & DRAGONBALL.. hahha.... watchman was goddamn sick... the whole damn show is like referring to a journal... full of SEX SCENES.... oh gross!! we also didn't watch the whole movie, we terus cabut towards the end.... can't tahan.... many people cabut too... so we were not the only one....LOL!!!! dragonball is much better la... anyway i hate telling synopsis.... got check it out yourself... haha.... BUT!! DON'T WASTE YOUR MONEY WATCHING watchman!!!! lame show..... freaking hours some more....T.T now... here i'm blogging..=.= that's all for today... ciao folks~

holidays....borindays...

2009-03-14T22:45:00.003+08:00

today, holiday started.... happy holidays!!!=.=" lame huh... well.... i haven't plan for this week's holiday... ya, 1 week holiday.... short huh... ya, DAMNNNNNNN short... if plan works, will be going to kl on monday... jalan jalan.... not shopping but window shopping... what to do... people like me pokai fella... haha.... tuesday start doing folio(s) geo, and history.... then, maybe study la.... i realize what are the consequences for not studying at all before exam..... but that wasn't my 1st time.... hehe.... no point realizing without waking up..... will i catch up for PMR??? i'm still not sure about it... will help me through this year??? who will that person be???haha... i haven't use this "phrase" or "quote" for a long while.... -idontwannagrowup!!!!!!!- seriously.... growing up is ain't easy... grow older, more worries... who agree with me??? read this.....LOL.... u agreed...=.=" i dunno what i blog just now.... seriously.... haha... don't believe, never mind..... tired, brain not functioning well so, ciao~

2009-03-12T21:48:00.003+08:00

exam's over..... just like after havin PMR... everyone's sooooo happy....LOL!!! pressure's on.... kinda wondering what am i getting for my results.... never study at all..... DAMN!!! 3 days of torture.... finally over.... kinda happy, kinda worried.... happy coz exam's over, worried about the results.... so, today's exam ended at 12 o'clock... what else? ponteng class la... went to 3a1.... their teacher came in..... asked all students to sit down... i sat... she saw me... didn't know i was from another class.... haha... but.. she chased my classmates.... all of us was damn!!!! n kept on laughing non-stop.....LOL.... so i continue sitting in that class, chit-chat..... then, when i heard my english teacher came.... so ran 1 BIG round as though i just came back from the toilet when the both classes are just side-by-side.... =.=" nothing happened when i went into the class.... later on, she went out again... so i went over to 3a1 again... for fun...=.="""""" haha..... until school dismiss....;D what a day huh.... haha.... tomorrow going for another badminton....=) i start to lurve badminton...lol... okay la... that's it for today..... ciao~

tomolo, 2moro, TOMORROW!!!

2009-03-09T17:02:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's exam including the day after tomorrow and the following day.... 3 days.... exam only what... what's the big deal??!!! nehh... indeed a BIG deal after all.... i did not do any revision... pro leh??? pro my head la.... tomorrow having english, history, bc(not taking) and moral.... tomorrow night going for badminton game some more... lagi pro... i guess others will be at home busy studying or tuition centre..... this week maybe nothing for me.... but i will soon be as good as dead upon receiving those exam papers.... my maths and science will be a failure..... i dare not imagine.... really... DARE not.... i will have to get maths and science tuition... what to do.... PMR year o... die la... so for this week, die die also must try my very very best.... and gotta depend on luck for certain subjects... hopefully la... this time won't drop class if i get bad results... better still if the results will be a satisfying one... gotta pray hard this time.... damn hard..... wish me luck then for those who read this...=)thankyou.... ciao~

2009-03-07T23:09:00.002+08:00

hi!halo!hello!hola!aloha!
i'm..... erm..... i dunno..... i'm bored.... the whole day.... i wanted to study but i didn't.... in fact, i used the computer almost the whole day..... father went to kl again.... this time, he left a set of keys.... i'm free.... so i went cycling late evening.... cool weather... until it rains.... wtf.... yesterday's blog... obviously lame.... me asking me questions.... if i were to ask myself again..... it would still be the same.... same questions n answers..... i dunno.... actually, i'm still wondering... what i want for my future??!! i dunno.... the only problem i'm facing now is my school work, exams... damn MATHS..... mate mati(matematik).... my brain's getting slower n slower.... seems like i'm becoming more n more stupid..... i'm soooooo gonna die.... next week's exam n yet i'm still wondering.... without an aim.... guess what... i'm still going for badminton game... twice!!! on the examination week.... right now... my mind's blank..... i'm writing without thinking.... so excuse me...=) how am i gonna spend the rest of my life??!!! i dunno..... i have been saying i dunno for the past few days...... i dunno seems to solve many things..... in fact.. the sentence "i dunno" is meant to avoid issues..... obviously i'm avoiding various issues..... somehow.... political issues are interesting.... that i can't deny... especially malaysia's politics.... it's sooooo dramatic.... i love it.... looking at politicians acting crazy, childish.... LOL.... i'm tired..... i just wanna stop here..... ciao~

aimless....

2009-03-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

what are you doing now? i'm blogging....
what are you thinking about?err.... many many many.... things...
what's your aim???i got no aim... aimless....
what should you be doing now?study or folio.....
are you doing it?obviously no..... i'm blogging... duh...
why didn't you study or do your folio?i dunno.....
who are you thinking at this very moment?i can't tell.....
heard that your test's next week, true?yesh....
are you prepared?no....
are you afraid?i dunno....
where are you?at home....
am i asking too many questions?yesh... and they are DAMN LAME!!!!
you got any soulmate/girlfriend?currently no...
wooing any?yesh...
she knows?yeah....
she accepts you?i dunno.....
got any good friends???i dunno who am i to them....
you sit with who in your class?no one...
why?i dunno.....
don't you feel lonely?sometimes..... but sometimes it's peaceful...
what are you going to do tomorrow?i dunno... all i know is, i will be at home alone.....
alone?yesh.... duh.....
does your life suck?ahbutthen...
so you were never satisfied??yesh.... who satisfied??
you are currently livin with?my father....
in good terms?i guess so....
then what you do during your free time?computer, sleep..... i'm lazy....
are you tired?yesh... physically and also your lame questions....
ok then... thanks for your time.... -you are welcome.... get lost!!!!

......

2009-03-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

i'm confused.... i'm stupid.... i'm going bonkers.... i dunno... i dunno.... i dunno what am i doing..... or am i doing the right things or taking the right steps..... i talked to her..... it was like.... for 5 months we didn't talk... and out of the sudden i talked to her.... we both acted like nothing happened before this.... i'm damn confused.... shouldn't i talk to her??? did i make any mistake?? i dunno... i really dunno.... i still can't forget her.... i really? i dunno!!! next week's exam.... i'm dead for sure...... DEAD!!!!! oh damn.... what i've done???? was it all right?? or alright????? i'm gonna break down n cry...... I DUNNO!!!!!!!!! DAMN MAN..... i just dunno how to carry on my life...... really... i dunno....

nearly died... me.... but here i'm, alive...

2009-03-01T22:00:00.007+08:00

it's all started from yesterday.... i woke up in the morning.... when father's on the way to KL, washed up. etc... thought of walking in the house compound... went searching for the house keys.... couldn't find... called my father, he took the keys!!! both sets, left me none!!!! i was "locked up" then.... much better than a prison la... better environment... LUCKILY la... got people bungkus for me....=) my cousin bro.... kena pass through the window..=.=" weather was fine.. until late afternoon.... Dark Clouds.... thunder... Rain Drops....... didn't intend to use the computer any longer.... shut down... plugs removed.... texting later on, sitting on the sofa... then... came ... the.... mighty.... (soooo dramatic, but it's true) lightning!!!! (it was that colour, not like we used to color it in yellow..) it struck my house's elcb... power tripped... i saw the lightning!!!! it was just a few metres infront of me..... i was in the shock and let go my handphone.... HOLY GRACIOUS..... THANK GOD!!! lucky huh?? so, people out there!!! treasure your life....... i nearly died....=) cool.... life goes on.... that's it folks... ciao~

2009-02-27T22:20:00.003+08:00

today's badminton game canceled... coz Max's knee twisted... so here i'm blogging for?? -for fun-=) have been online for the past 2 hours plus..... just open a facebook account... late huh... too borin so now only create lo....=.=" loneliness is all in my life now.... very soon.... i will be alone at home.... almost everyday coz father gotta work in kl.... *sigh.. what to do... no work, no income... no income, no makan..... no makan, go die la...=X tomorrow i will be alone at home for the whole day....who's gonna accompany me?? i dunno.... what am i gonna do?? i dunno.... some1 save me?? ok la.... malas to type already.... no idea what to type.... just hope something will go on tomorrow...=) ciao~

p.s-rest well max... recover faster so that u can take go play badminton... haha... jkjk,...XD

last 3 days....=.=

2009-02-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

i didn't go online for 3 days.... miss my computer much much....=.=" haha.... monday seldom online la.... what actually happened in school, i can't remember a single thing.... short term memory lost i suppose:) oh ya... actually got la... english essay with words given, use all the words given... oh crap... meaningless essay, had no idea ..... tuesday's deadline.... rushed it in school on monday... wrote rubbish... don't care la.... as long as i've done it..... tuesday..... WTFish.... english essay's deadline change to wednesday... oh, that's fine... BUT my fringe got caught by my dicipline master in my class??!!! he was like,

R= eh, friend!friend! your fringe, it's long!!
I= ya kah???*looking at him like blur blur;P
R= you pull down ur fringe....

i pull 1 side... it's short, he's speechless...

R= pull the other side??

i pull the other side, it's short, he's speechless again....

R= you better cut of your fringe!!!!

i was like.... O.O:X=.="" so, i went to cut it after school..... DAMN... it looks weird...T.T=.="LOLOLOL..... at night, went out drank... you know.... coz my uncle came from kl.... monday night drank red wine, tuesday also alcohol..... shhh.... tuesday drank lil bit nia...LOL.... yesterday, almost whole day in school coz got geography tuition.... father came late... reached home late.... had dinner early, 6.30p.m went for badminton game with neighbour in melaka town with his friend... 2 of them were St. Davidians.. coolXD played doubles, nice.... stamina was great..... really enjoyed it....=) thanks to MAX for inviting me..XD came home at 10.30p.m... i was like.... oh ya hor... got sejarah n geografi homework hor.... quickly took bath, then did homework..... what a day man....LOL.... tomorrow will be going for another badminton game... whee..XD

that's it la..... it seems like today's blog the longest, maybe coz i didn't on for few days..... haha..... exam's coming... i'm not prepared.. gonna depend on luck this time...=P time flies, days are gone for good.... ciao~

p.s- didn't blog about today coz nothing to blog actually..=)
p.p.s-thanks MAX!!! lots...=)

today...

2009-02-20T20:44:00.002+08:00

i'm safe... still... she didn't report that case, i suppose...... muh hair... haven't cut.... i'm still safe so far.... school's 1 montly test on th 2nd week of march... DAMN!!! i just remembered today..... obviously i'm not prepared... i'm gonna die... my weakest subjects, science, maths, sejarah...T.T some1 save me???haha....nowadays dunno why i like to act nerd.....weird...=.=" tomorrow gotta go to school.....sucky.... stupid replacement la... yet the holiday is in september.... T.T wondering how's tomorrow gonna be...... that's it i guess....

ciao~

this week....

2009-02-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

this week... nothing much actually.... not really a good week, not really a bad week..... quite bad actually.... just wanna update this blog..=) had sports day on monday, under th damn hot sun... kawad kaki for st. john.... many people fainted... St. John TO THE RESCUE!!!XD whee.... sports day was quite lame.... nothing interesting.... got sunburn...=X on tuesday, went back early.... can't recall anything bout that day...=X yesterday... DAMN!! bad hair day for majority of boys including me??!! n girls.....=D the prefects might as well call all the boys in my school.... coz there were MANY MANY boys on the stage..... so all kena warning la.... lame..=X=.=" TODAY.... water fight..... lame too...=.=" n yet i'm involved..=P it's almost the end of school period..... some1 threw the bottle against a girl... girl cried...T.T written all the names.... n intend to send those names to the dicipline master... OH HELL NO!!! yellow card..... st. davidians will know what's that.... just hoping that tomorrow will be a fine day for me....=) days gone in a blink of an eye.... life goes on.... miserable days ahead... n i dontwannagrowup still.......XD

Valentine's Day...

2009-02-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

my valentine's day...sigh* wondering how's people's valentine's day like... just before i blog, i drank 4 glasses of red wine... not the mahal mahal type 1 la.... it's the affordable type la... syok syok la... but also not that syok la... coz.. you know la... alone.... it's valentine's day... Who's my valentine??? forget it then.... i'm still alone anyway.... i still haven't got my answer at the moment...sigh* though for the past 14 years i spent valentine's day alone... but this year, i got a different feeling... it's like, i don't wanna be alone... my hormones i guess... so, for the past few days, i've been 'asking' myself actually or should i say talking.... "Be my Valentine??" EMO's getting into me..... coz i'm lonely.... damn lonely... my borin o' life... valentine's day gonna end soon... n yet i haven't got my answer.... days gone, life's must still go on with no other choice.... i dontwannagrowup!!!!! HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO PEOPLE OUT THERE!!!!!XD

muh EYES....

2009-02-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

damn..... just got my spects.... power increased by 100.... gotta cut down on computer..... so..... will blog less, online less.... sigh*sobs* this saturday's sports day turn out to be a normal skool day.... PHuCk!!!! sien.... my life didn't get any better.... my life's getting worse each day... hate skool more n more..... PMR!!! yet stil not yet that ready...... i'm still wondering about my valentine's day..... dunno la... dunno la... should give a stalk of rose to some1??? dunno la.. dunno la.... who will be my valentine.... dunno la... dunno la... haha... i myself also dunno what m i posting.....;p NOW.... my eyesight's gettin worst.... die la... sekali increased 100.... T.T that's it for now la... malas to think soooo much.... another day's gone, life goes on still n' yet i don't wanna grow up....XD

Valentine's Day gonna suck this year....

2009-02-07T21:47:00.003+08:00

1 week didn't post.... dunno what to post actually.... damn bored, as usual... 1 more week, valentine's day..... which is also my school's sports day n' my cousin bro's registration of marriage day...... BUT my father wants me to go to school... BOO YA!!! i will be alone on valentine's day, as usual for the past 14 years...=) dunno why, nowadays feeling damn lonely... alone most of the time... what you expect.... Will i find my lover this week?? no one knows...... who knows i won't be alone this valentine's day....XD HOMEWORKS!!! is my biggest problem now... i can't cope with it.... i'm now wondering how am i gonna get straight As for PMR...... sigh* that's it for now... i dunno what to say already.... another day passed by n' life goes on......=)

back to school...T.T

2009-01-31T22:08:00.004+08:00

School holiday's ending... WTF... back to school.... this CNY, though it's nice but i still feel boring when comes the end of the day.... alone at home..... DAMN... i've not done my homework??!! pack school bag??!!*lame..... gambled, lost, not much... angpau, not much.... not gonna spend it, save it... for my future?LOL.... proud to study in m'sia anyway, coz s'porean students started schooling on wednesday..... time flies actually, 1 week's gone for good.... soon there's PMR... kinda wondering whose ready for it.... BORED, BORING life of mine....=.=" i'm lame, i'm lonely....XD more peace for me but restless most of the time, neither in the class or at home.... i'm not EMO!!! i hope...=] i need to refresh, reboot muh mind.... hopefully can cope with all the lessons for PMR or should i say MY FUTURE's sake.... another day passed, life goes on... AND i still don't wanna grow up.....={

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR... LOL......

2009-01-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

ole.... minutes to new year.... angpau(s) are closer n' closer....wheee..XD new clothes to be put on.....=) it's eve and i drank carlsberg, heineken... yet didn't got high.... maybe the alcohol ain't strong enough for me...XP hopefully i won't be a drinker la, social drinker never mind la...=D MY HANDPHONE ROSAK....DAMN IT.... timing sooooo ngam(accurate) dunno whether my father will buy me a new one...=.= was at grandma's house all day, my uncle's friends then came... all memang lawyer buruk... soooo damn many things to talk n' laughters all along......(all also half drunk la dei, yet strong drinker....) they are like cool people???!!!! i guess.... i was laughing all the way....LOL.. that's it for now.... HAPPY NIU(NEW) YEAR!!!!XD ~ciao..

CNY......wheee...XD Homeworks.....boo...=(

2009-01-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

CNY's comin... it's like about 3 more days....wheee...XD As what i mentioned my last post about homeworks... It did really happened... Homeworks!!! Damn it!! I will curse the teachers!!! nehh... just kidding... Anyway i will not gonna do it..;D wahaha.... Although CNY's comin, i'm like... nothing la... don't really have the CNY mood... it seems like the atmosphere's no there.... This year seems quite quiet.... Hopefully la when the time comes, the atmosphere changes.... Also hope when playing fire crackers or what won't kena tangkap.... hehe..=) That's all for now... Ciao..=)

Countdown.....XD

2009-01-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

wheee....XD it's about a week more to CNY... everyone's definitely happy for the 1 week holiday.... hopefully no homework for the CNY's holidays, or else i will be cursing the teachers... haha..XD sooooooooooo many things to do man... collecting angpau(s) wearing new clothes, shoes(love muh new shoes).... i'm sooooo lookin foward to CNY!!!!! time flies, life goes on.....=)

Coke or Cock???XD

2009-01-16T21:08:00.001+08:00

i just found it... laughed like mad.....XD

muttons to minute(maple version)

2009-01-16T20:10:00.003+08:00

Last few days, my friend sent me a url... A youtube clip la... Damn funny la... Have been watching almost everyday....XD

Enjoy watching, listening to it....=D

door banging war....(tales of the notorious class)

2009-01-14T21:22:00.004+08:00

In school, in class, 3a2.... in between moral & english.... no teacher....(obviously, unless the teacher reached early..) havoc as usual.... then... someone in 3a2 came knocking the notice board gently..(at the back hanging on the door between a2 & a3).

Then, there was a dumbass(no offence) in a1 whacked the damn door in return....=.=''' The war got started.... a2 & a3 kept on whacking the door.... Some of them kept laughing, some got pissed off.... a1 was whacking the door till the door went shaking...(some was afraid that the door might collapse...) The war ended when a1's teacher came walking towards their class...

Nothing much actually.... just some people whacking the door, some got pissed off... I'm still wondering why i posted this...=.= Another day passed by... & life goes on.......

*p.s-forgotten most of the parts.... so it's not interesting anyway...=(

she ignores me....

2009-01-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

She ignores me,
Day after day,
Time after time....

She ignores me,
Whenever she sees me,
Whereever she sees me....

She ignores me,
Which makes me confused,
Which makes me somesort of hating her??!!

She ignores me,
I miss her more,
I love her more??!!

Please... Please....
Dissappear from my mind, my sight....
It's soooo torturing...
I can take it no more!!!!!!

SAVE GAZA...... BOYCOTT US..... SHOULD WE???

2009-01-12T21:49:00.006+08:00

Boycott US??? No more mcd's??starbucks??KFC?? Stop working there..... Come on la... Who can live without that lah??!! Stop working there?? As though like there's soooo many jobs out there... Hell i don't know why am i writting this.... To me is like, just stop that damn war la.... Waste money, waste time.... Poor people.... Children got killed, parents feel like killing themselves too..coz there's no meaning livin without their children.... WTF man.... That's it for now... World Peace.. Please....

startin my say......=.=??

2009-01-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey! just started a blog... i gonna write craps in it.... will try to find time to write especially during this year which is the PMR year...=